As a father who quit around around the same age as you are (I'm almost 2 years sober and I'll be 43 in May), there's a better life for the taking. It's in your hands. As parents I believe we are lucky, not that it can't be done other ways but - we have the ultimate leverage to put down the drink for good. Welcome back to SR. Today can be the first day of the rest of your sober life.