[QUOTE=ValThistle;7352557]I am a mess right now. Went to a work related Christmas party last night. Ended up going to 2 bars afterwards. Alone. Got blackout drunk. My nine year old son didn't want to go to school today. He cried and cried and I let him stay home. I ******* hate myself right now. Posting this is really hard. I feel sick. I am sick. Havent been on this site in a very long time. I used to love it when I was sober.