Im gonna have to get walking again Crois, i always feel so good afterwards and my 2 new puppers would benefit .
Sadly my daughter lost her beautiful Dog Bear on New Years Eve.
She was only 7 and has been with Katie through lots. She was literally her best friend.
Bear is the dog in my AV . It was very sudden. She became unwell virtually overnight then started vomiting blood in the morning.
They ran tests and she had leukemia .
Its just awful because Katie is bereft and there is nothing i can do to help her but be there and let her grieve.
Our dogs in our family are like our children, its just so sad.
Thevworst thing was that Katies partner rang my ipad !!! I got so frightened i was too scared to pick it up.
I said whats wrong and she was crying ...in those moments that she teafully said, i have some bad news , my mind went crazy, i fely sick , started shaking and my legs went to jelly.
It was only split seconds but felt like an eternity , i thought she was going to tell me katies dead. I hate even writing that !!!!
It took me a while to get my composure and the look on my face alarmed Shaun .
Had a shower and a strong coffee , but that fear stuck with me ALL day.
Anyhow glad that was left in 2019 so i can start a fresh 2020.
Its our job as mothers to lay awake at 2 or 3 am to worry about our children. It never ends.
Anyhow my dear friends, heres to good day ahead for all of us Julyers.
Xxx