A drug is a drug......
Time for me to take an honest look at my life. I have been fooling myself into believing that I can smoke pot. I have used all kinds of excuses to allow myself to believe it will cause me no harm. Well, reality slapped me in the face the other night. See, because I smoke pot, I still hang out with people who use my doc- coke. The other night, I made a bad choice. I don't want to go down that road again. I don't want to live like that. This is why I am telling on myself. It is not ok to use any drug. I am an addict. There is no doubt about it. One is too many and a thousand never enought. So far today, I have not smoked anything. I have been hanging out here until I have to go to work tonight. I went to a meeting last night. I know what I have to do. Just for today.
Sherry