I'm having trouble sleeping again. The anxiety of filing divorce papers next week has my mind swirling constantly. He still believes everything is just fine - denial. I have written a short letter to give him sometime before he is served. I just don't feel right not having another conversation first. But he twists everything and gets me off track, so I think having my words on paper so nothing is forgotten might be the best route. Then he can twist away, but nothing is changing my mind this time.