Originally Posted by HTown

Drinking had become my only hobby. I drank every night as well and it bothered me I could not moderate or quit it. I was full of shame, suicidal, and felt worthless.

I do not feel any of those things anymore and I am so glad I do not drink at all. I am so much happier, it was hard at first, but I posted and read here a lot. I highly recommend giving it up if you are worried in any way. You will save money, maybe lose weight, and your self esteem will improve.