Originally Posted by
MaresyDoats 
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I know I'm on the right path, but knowing it doesn't make it any less painful.
Yes, you are. Im sure its not something you just made up on a whim. Watching someone get smashed is horrible.
I agree with you - it pushes the love away. I'm not sure how to get it back once its been so badly damaged.
I'm not sure how I can trust my AH again with my feelings. It's all about him.