Old 12-17-2019, 09:25 PM
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Mitchgc27
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Originally Posted by RecklessDrunk View Post
I get a lot of that comfort that I would seek from drinking by running. A good, hard run gives me a little bit of that soothing feeling I would get from a beer buzz.

A big difference with a run is I pre pay. I push myself out the door when I don't feel like it. I push myself hard when it's not always comfortable. With a beer buzz i pay later and there is more to pay than a bar tab. It never ends with a buzz. There is the headache and anxiety the next day. The did i act like an idiot. The drugs and other trouble it leads to. That buzz from running makes me more content. I dont feel the need to keep running all night. With drinking I'm still never happy, its never enough, all the comfy buzz does is make me drink me more.
Originally Posted by joe801 View Post
I don't think your true happiness is tied to a substance, it's a false removal of a perceived negative feeling. There is no positive feeling to substance/alcohol abuse it's a temporary removal of a negative feeling to a temporary neutral feeling with no way to reach the positive until you quit the substance.

Yeah like I said running and exercising have helped me relax and clear my mind, but it’s never as satisfying. I guess i just need to give it more time. Even though 2 months felt like an entire year. I guess alcohol re-wires your brain and you have to un-wire it.

That actually makes a ton of sense. I guess when I started drinking it was purely for fun because i didn’t have those issues. Once they arose I guess it was easy to dull them with booze. Finding happiness is so much deeper than just removing alcohol
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