I am a newbie here, 26 days sober, living in day 27. I so much admire your post and will follow it as long as you keep it going. The issues you raise worry me. I still feel so good and am so happy that I am sober and clear headed and calm, I just don't want that to end. But I know that the voices trying to get me to drink again will come eventually. Again, I am grateful for your post.