Yes agreed, I was thinking we were both ready to move the relationship forward again. Just a few months ago he was bringing up actually buying a house together. After the last experience, I was hesitant and wanted to make absolutely sure things were stable before making a large purchase like that together. Glad now that I did.

Everything you have shared has been very helpful, I appreciate it Reading is helping me come to terms with it some, even if I know it will hurt for a while. Maybe a long while.