Thank you all for the comments.
I appreciate it. I want to respond to them all soon.
The common theme is gratitude.
I should right out my gratitude. Its scary right now because
this job looks to be going forward and I just have this urge to celebrate!
to have a few drinks- I can see the light at the end of the tunnel
ALL BS
Grace of God (blessings) can easily turn into the illusions of control
