Originally Posted by
Hawkeye13 
Headed into 2020,I feel more comfortable and habituated as a non-drinker than back in addiction land. This makes those dam cravings easier to weather--plus the negative reinforcement of how rotten it is to drink now. The last relapse was miserable with literally minutes of "up time" which were paid for by days of suffering--acute and lingering.
Hi Hawkeye - tI feel some of these same feelings and so have some optimism despite the fact I'm only on day 3. I've done lots of things sober in the last year that I hadn't dreamt of doing sober before - I've definitely had far more sober days this year than I've ever previously had. Just need to make it stick this time. I will.