Originally Posted by
Stoprelapsing 
Thank you so much Wildflower. Honestly, I know this. I would never have fought for sobriety otherwise. But I've just felt so depressed it doesn't feel true.
Thank you. You just made me cry, which I haven't been able to. When you feel so sad you can't even cry, then you start to not care anymore. Some of the fight is coming back now. Thank you x
Great job posting. I was where you were 30 days ago.
This summer I was feeling the doom and a shell of a person.
If you can get through 72 hours of nurture/self care and withdrawel.
I believe you will feel much better. A sense of well being will come over you. You are not alone and have support here 2-4-7 . I will say a prayer for you. I totally believe that you have the ability to do this.. Have some of the hurt lift and work on quality sobriety.