Thank you everyone.
he is stubborn with most things! And very set in his ways. He would go to a meeting 4 times a week and see family 2 nights a week which only left 1 night for me!
We very rarely argued so i wouldnt say i tip toed around, my main focus was him keeping healthy. I didnt know him before he was in recovery. So have no experience of this.
everything was exactly the same as it always had been (trust me ive re played everything in my mind) he always told me his brain worked crazy due to his illness, i wondered if that was why it was so out the blue! Hes only had a few relationships in the past, longest being 5 months! He was drinking then, so this is his 1st sober relationship.
every day he would tell me how he loves me and i was the best thing to happen to him..even the day before he finished it!
My heads such a mess