Originally Posted by
2muchpain 
One last thing Jeff. I was raised in an abusive home that pretty much told me I was a failure, that I wouldn't amount to much. If I stayed in my head and went along with this belief, I wouldn't of managed to succeed at what I have done. What's going on in your head is just a roadblock to what you are capable of doing. John
I would prefer to respond to all, but "this" is pretty succinct in how I feel. Thank you John.