Thank you for your post. Once that cycle of death clears up it does bring much
relief. I myself is attending AA every day. It is helping . I am listening to people's shares. Long term sobriety but they always share the experience of there first couple of days sober. I really understand now that I can do this as well. If I stay true to myself and do the recovery work. Before I thought I had no hope. I will have no hope if I pick up a drink. Great job- and not only is it worth it. YOU are worth it. Keep posting updates... very inspirational