Worth It
Today is day 13 for me.
I just wanted to share that getting through those first few days / first week is 100% worth it. It sucks for sure. But once most of the physical stuff is behind you and you're out of the cycle of death, it's possible to start working on recovery so that you never have to go through the first week again.
I am damn grateful for SR and for the AA room I walked into two Thursdays ago for the first time on day 4. I've gone back every day since. If you're struggling, you can do it. It is possible.