I am no relationship expert so can't really offer much advice there I am afraid. What I will say though is concentrate on your sobriety first and foremost. Once you have some good, solid sober time behind you then it may be clearer what you actually want from a relationship and if this relationship is serving you. Sobriety can make or break relationships but the most important thing is to work on not drinking and your own recovery.
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