So still drinking.

I’ve agreed with my boyfriend to stop again tomorrow, whilst still on holiday. I know i can do it. If I can do 100 days I can do 1 lol.

Probably not the place, but this is my safe space.

I don’t know what to do with my partner. He hates me drinking (for good reason) and so I will stop.

Our life at home is:

- his anxiety
- me making 3 meals a day
- i go to the gym. He moans we dont get to see each other.
- when actually together, i work on my business (card making) and he works on PS4 games lol.
- he would rather we were both lazy, i think. But when i’m sober i have so much drive.
- not sure if this is allowed, but he’s not into ‘alone time’. He just wants to kiss and hug

But i love him. He forgives all my past mistakes and forgets them. He has issues he’s working on: anxiety, social anxiety and dealing with memories of his cheating ex.

He has an assessment on Thursday to see if he qualifies for counselling. I’m sure he will. Guessing the right thing to do is for me to see if that helps?