Well, that is a shame.
Had I said "F it all" at my lowest I would not have the following:
A child
A home
A career
Self-respect
Joy
Respect of self and others
Friends
Fiance
An understanding of will
A relationship with GOD.
There are so many more things I could add to the list.
Sobriety is hard work, it truly takes discipline and a strong mind.
Weakness is a relapse.
Flip it and prove to yourself how strng and determined you are.
You made it 100 days, you made it through the thick of it.
Dust yourself off, pick yourself back up and keep going as though you didn't skip a beat.
Have a blessed day,