Originally Posted by
fini 
“I am so upset with myself I have been trying to get and stay sober for years.”
faith, you are doing exactly that: getting and staying sober.
nothing to be upset with yourself about there
sounds like you are going to AA....what is your thought on asking someone to guide you through stepstuff?
Hi Fini,
I really want to get into the step work. My goal at the moment is to listen to the speakers and receive my 30 day chip. Then I will ask somebody to take me through the steps. I need a sponsor and I am getting tripped up on who. In the past I have never made it past step five. I think step 10 11 and 12 would be a wonderful healthy outlet for me since you can practice every day. I am trying to do 1, 2 and 3 this first month on my own..I would really like to get there. Thank you for your nice words and encouragement about getting Sober NOW. I am so grateful that I have the chance and resolve again to do this. I decided not to give up on myself. This past year was awful living in active alcoholism.
