Hi Faith
I know I started off with a head full of steam and accomplished great things - but it's not really realistic to keep that level of gee whiz enthusiasm up forever.
Fortunately we don't have to.
As long as i fall into bed sober each night I've had a win - it needn't always be graceful
Dont despair either - your enthusiasm and energy will return - we have good days and not so good days - much like the rest of our life really.
You're doing great
D