Thanks again- I feel much better. I am going to read the support boards for awhile and get strength from other peoples experience.
I was able to get a bit organized so I should be done tomorrow hopefully.
hahaha baby steps.
I am just so grateful that I do not have to wake up tomorrow with that taste in my mouth, that pounding in my chest, my head throbbing and a feeling of doom.
Gosh how quick I forget.
I heard at the meeting today . If there is a force that could compel me to drink and drink- It is a driving force. There must be a force that will counter that and will help me stay sober a day at a time.