Hi faith,
I know how hard it can be. Everything is so focussed on getting through the first few days of physical and mental hell. Then it improves and it's almost a 'now what' ? Is this it? I know I always expect to feel great all the time but that isn't real life. I'm a bit at the now what? stage again tbh. I know it does get better as had a long sobriety period before.
I find planning my days and lists helps. you seem to have a really good attitude though-I also practise gratitude whcih helps hugely, even the little things.