yes! and I would take swigs on the walk back to my place
Can you say classy-?? I did not care and I drank for that purpose.
Not to care and not feel sick. Gasoline on the fire.
I myself believe Alcoholics by nature are not capable of being true sociopaths.
Sociopaths do not drown out their/guilt feelings. Although they can portray them easily once alcohol is ravaging their brain. excuse my rambling. I am coming to terms with this double life I had been leading. I am trying to forgive myself. Anything good that happened to me in my life I knew it would be ruined/sabotaged/over- from the result of my drinking.
I do not want to live in that fear any longer
Thanks for your support and sharing your experience of sneaking warm vodka in the desert in a closed garage- me swigging warm vodka in the heat of the summer at 8am walking through the neighborhood... fun times