Really disturbing dreams..
Anybody else get these? Often dream of EXAH. In last night's episode he was with his enabler. They were walking through my door (going out), but he had his hand on the back of her neck.. Leading her through the door. She turned back to me and smiled.. Completely oblivious that she was being man handled. Its weird... My subconscious NEVER shows me dreams of those two living happily ever after. I've had another dream when I grabbed her hand and made her run.
I guess I must see a lot of my old self in her. My EXAH ended up drunk putting his hand to my throat.. As well as an assault. I wish she'd break free too.