Two things they say here
And of course, It would never happen to me.
Kindling is real... Usually after a bender, I could sweat it out. Last two week bender was the worst and I had to see a Dr. Got meds and have seen it through. The hell fire was still there but the snowball made it.
Moderation is bull sh*t. Its like hooking up with a psyco ex-girlfriend thinking things will be different this time. It only spirals of of control.
I should have listened to SR. The wisdom here is priceless.
Thanks