Hi Irish Virus,
I guess it might have sounded like that. I guess a better way to have phrased it would be that I drink quite fast and then feel sick (due to the amount of booze taken in a short space of time). Then, instead of taking this as a warning sign to stop, I speed up the whole process by inducing the sickness if that makes sense. I know a couple of people who do the same. I think it's just a symptom of not wanting to stop drinking. I'm not trying to get the booze out of my system like a bulimic eater would with food, far from it, just the oppositie in fact.
Thanks for everyone's support. I think I'm going to be able to make another meeting this lunchtime, which is good because I thought my day was full. I know they say you should do 90 in 90 or 20 in 20 but I don't want to stress myself out just to get to meetings if I'm already busy. Having said that I am going to try and get to as many as possible, especially during days like today when the opportunity arises unexpectedly.
thanks again
Lawry