Here we go again
Hello again everyone. This week, starting Monday, I attempted to go sober after drinking heavily pretty much every single night. I lasted Monday, Tuesday, Wednesday, it was amazing, I felt so energized & mentally sharp, so happy going to bed sober, so happy waking up sober, I loved it! However, on Thursday and last night I drank. I woke up this morning wondering why in the world I had to go and ruin waking up completely energized on a Saturday. I don`t feel really hung over, I guess I was used to feeling blah every.single.morning. and after that sober spout I can really tell the difference. When I drink, I feel bad, like I failed. I`m going to try to turn this thinking around, Instead, I feel proud that I went to day 4, I may have stumbled, but here I am again, ready to rock & roll! One day at a time. Gonna spend my morning recuperating and watching some youtube videos on alcoholism & do some netflix & once my energy is back I`m gonna exercise, then enjoy the rest of my Saturday sober! Have a great day everyone, one day at a time!