Welcome CFG.
I am glad you moved from being a lurker to a poster.
I hear you about there being so much to share but not ready yet. Sometimes just welcoming someone new and identifying with them helps me with that a little.
Being a poster (rather than a lurker) got me through a holiday sober recently. Members of this forum held my hand when I needed it and I am so thankful to them.
It seems to me that when folk ask for help around here it comes.
