Long time lurker now taking the first step here
Wow where do I start?
Typing here on my phone as my family are nearby.
I have been lurking on this site for over 2 years and finally have taken the courage to register.
Have tried countless tines to quit. Always end up doing secret binging then 3 days of recovery and then I stop for few days as basically I can't function. Once I recover, usually day 4 of nothing then jump back on the booze.
Have been drinking heavily for 20 years. All started normally nice dinners, parties etc...
So much to share just not ready yet.....
I need help