I'm glad you feel better today sweetichick.
A couple of people have already alluded to the fact that this shouldn't stop you from taking your situation seriously.
I know I rationalised many many times that I must have just been 'having a bad day' and 'overreacted'.
Pretty soon after that I'd drink again.
If I'd taken my situation seriously and gotten help then I may not have ended up with so many health problems now,
I'm glad you're feeling better - that's a sign that things are probably not permanent yet - but I think it's still time to call in outside help?
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