I'm feeling much better today. Thanks for the support. It's great to know I am not al9ne. I think I was just suffering from a major anxiety attack along with paranoia. Mera and Daisy thanks so much for your stories but sorry you had to go through it. Thanks for all the other replies. They were really helpful.
So, does that mean you aren't going to "go back to AA and really start pounding the AV?"