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Old 10-11-2019, 04:07 AM
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joandmelandhan
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Good morning dear 24 friends. It is Friday almost noon and I must admit I have spent most of the morning in bed. Sometimes I crave utter peace and quiet and I have taken the opportunity to immerse myself in that quietness this morning. No guilt about it today,
My self care is slowly starting to return and that has helped me feel a little less down on myself. I also know I am not alone in this. Many people have similar struggles and the honesty here is very comforting.
I am genuinely still very grateful for my sobriety and shudder to think of how life would be if I ever went down that road again. Despite the depression and anxiety I do not feel any pull towards it as I have done in the past. I know that poison has nothing of value to give me any more. I have had more than my quota of drunks and for that I am both grateful and relieved.
24 more please with lots of love
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