Thank you Venus cat and congratulations on 5 years.

Day 59, work was worse today than yesterday. I’m too exhausted to even enjoy my life out of work. I have to stick this out for now. Husband is working a lot, and I’m too tired to fight or discuss what I know just can’t be fixed. I have to take a long, sober look at my life and start fixing this mess.

On the plus side, not drinking, too stressed to eat.... the numbers on the scale are very slowly going down.