46 years old here 9 months sober.I wish I would have stopped at 42. Stop now, go to AA now.
I’m not a huge AA guy, but it got me sober when I needed to. This site is great too, but there’s just something about putting yourself face to face in front of people who get what you’re through.
You need all the support necessary when going through withdrawals so that’s the place to be.
I was right there with you at a bottle to a bottle and a half of vodka a day. My progression started to accelerate rapidly so I’d easily be at two a day by now.
My life is a polar opposite of what it was just months ago and it all started with the first step. You got this.
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