Feelings.............. Im having a hard time with those right now. More so I think because of the holidays. But even though Thanksgiving started out pretty bad it ended up being awesome. After work I had dinner with my family and I actually had a good time. Once I calmed down and thought about how much I have to be grateful for, my life really didnt seem all that bad. I have alot of work to do on myself--not only for myself--but for my daughters. They deserve so much better--and I need to get a grip and grow up and take responsibilitiy for my actions--not just cry about it. I stopped going to therepy because it was an inconvenience--maybe thats not the right word. I just got tired of hearing myself talk. But I need to do something else, because what Im doing isnt enough. I dont go to alot of meetings because I work nights. There really isnt alot of morning meetings in my area. Maybe going back to the out-patient program might be better. I dont know.
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Ann