Well my discipline to take gaps in between binges has paid off at least..as i am 2 days sober now and my hectic schedule infront is giving me more enthusiasm.
but the real challenge is when my mood swings set in about day 3 -4 and when boredom and free time sets in.
i went to AA last night, but i could not find it, I was walking inside school grounds at 8pm last night and could not see any lit rooms or buildings... i wish they were easier to find i will admit. ( some of you will say "..you probably didnt look hard enough).
lastly, i am very keen on this therapist appointment. they open tomorrow so will be calling then. Atm i gotta prepare for work.
Some great advice in the top posts thanks guys.