While I understand some of what you're feeling I guess the older I've gotten the more I've come to appreciate that much of the satisfaction and even excitement (as opposed to your bout of meaningless boredom) that life offers is through fulfilling the responsibility and obligation our life presents. I don't know how old you are but even without the spouse or kids, there are things we should tend to and take care of. Drinking doesn't aid in those missions.
Love the Tony Soprano quote. Sad to think the actor died so young bc he gave in to his vices.
Thanks for the post Tap.