Originally Posted by
Astro 
Speaking just for myself it's when I literally have nothing else to do. I tend to have a very busy schedule with three jobs, 3 grandchildren, a home to maintain, quite a few hobbies, and my wife likes to travel. Last night I got 7 hours of sleep and that's a rarity! I feel like recovery has blessed me with a very rich life, I'm grateful for that.
Nice.
I try to keep myself busy. I only work 45 hours a week, but my kid I have half the time keeps me busy. The other half I fill with the gym, AA, home/yard maintenance.
Free/spare time where I'm left with nothing to do but dwell upon being single for far too long has led to too many relapses. I hate free time lol.