Just checking in and catching up on posts. Good to read. I'm in a bit of a funk, no real desire to drink, but lately it seems to be everywhere. Started having some of those moments where you question yourself regarding social stuff. For example, meeting a new person and thinking, "man, if I still drank we'd probably end up pretty good friends because we'd hang out together...but I don't", or maybe even wondering what social connections (meeting people who help your advancement) you might be missing out on since you don't drink.
I know this is stupid thinking, but I cannot seem to shake this funk. Again, I'm not passing by the beer aisle with a desire, but rather I'm having a social funk without a desire to drink. Just seems odd.
Also, I'm having this thought of "what do I do next" sort of thing.