Oof, what a good topic, Mags.
Brings up some stuff, I guess. I kept my drinking very secretive, and luckily I lived alone, so no one had to see that side of me. Of course, events were a different story. It's hard to forgive yourself for things that you technically could have prevented because you were sober. I'm not gonna dwell too much on it today because I don't want to start off on a heavy note, but I have many, many regrets.
It's a work in progress. I think I forgive myself a little more each day that I wake up sober and do my best to be the best version of myself. As we all know, recovery is more than just putting down the drink.
PJ's post said it better than I can. So. Thank you, PJ.
I hope all of you have a great Thursday.