Hello sweetie. Reach out to the officer that was helpful. You really do have options. I have some similarities to you though I’ve not been hit. Abuse is soul killing and your intellect is sounding the alarm. Listen to it and reach out to those trained in helping women like us receive the help you need and deserve. You are worth it.
Hugs and prayers for strength, courage, and safety. You are a strong woman, take care of you.