I love that line in Labyrinth where the girl says to Jareth.. You have no power over me.
Your ex only has power over you if you let her. It could be as well.. You're coming out of the fog. You've actually given up hope of her recovering and instead of relief there's only sadness. I'm so sorry you're going through this. Please know that you're not on your own. There are hundreds here who have gone through the same agony as you, hundreds more who got through and are stronger, happier and free. You're on your way. And we're here right with you sunshine. Cry, yell scream. You have a right to feel this pain.. But you also have a right to let it go.