I’m so sorry. Was thinkin’ about you a few days ago. It is very sad. Addiction is extremely painful to watch/experience. It’s very isolating. And all the back and forth is exhausting... and toxic for you, woodland. All I can say, you’ve gotta find a way to stay on your side of the street. Not hers. You’re very affected emotionally by HER issues and addiction. Her sh*t is bringing you down. I know... you’re in it... you’re consumed by it all. Keep posting! We are here to help.