Hey, entropy. I just read this and I can relate. I am 59 and am in my 4th semester of college, working on an AA degree in social work. Sometimes I wonder what the point is in my life, but then I realize how far I've come, and that returning to school would have been impossible if I'd still been drinking. I have accomplished a lot in 45 months of sobriety. I have positive things to offer the universe. I'm still here, and that in itself is a miracle, considering how carelessly I so often treated my life. Practicing gratitude each day is something that helps me. I'm glad you got through it, and I wish you and everyone a good, sober day.