Originally Posted by
August252015 
Whoa, that's hard core. I'd need to retrace how I got to such an extreme point (I've had my version of losing it a couple notable times in sobriety but I wouldn't describe them quite that extreme) - and see where I needed to reign myself back in sooner when the beginnings of my fire were getting started. Even better, I have to work to be as emo stable as possible as much of the time as possible, so I don't go down a path to that kind of end.
Glad you didn't drink.
I’m usually good at keeping it together but enough was enough.
I feel better for it.
Being falsely bad mouthed and de-famed over and over and now by another member of her family. Just so I can be pushed out and left with nothing. I had to take a stand, my calm words where having no effect only being used against me.
I have made my decision and I am no longer going to care for them and try and see their point of things. It’s all based on lies.
And I was blamed for giving her cancer as a guilt trip.
‘nanas to them.