Brokenheart. Thanks for sharing this with us. It was very touching. I'm sorry that you have had to deal with men that don't treat women correctly. A good man friend should never ask for benefits. There are good men out there that know who to treat a women with respect and care about them. I'm glad you stuck to your boundaries.
Yes, there are alcoholics every were. Up until i read a lot more information, I had no clue how many of my friends might also be Alcoholics.
Please come back her to talk to people. You are not alone here. We are here to support you. You say you have a heart condition, But it sounds to me like you have a beautiful heart to give to someone. Have a great day.