Thanks Glenjo99, Yes I agree, we don't look for them but they find us everytime, I moved out to the Countryside in Australia to be away from People, but it does get lonely and with my Heart Condition I do need to rely on others to drive me places, so makes life hard, I am learning more about people now though and can see the warning signs early now, unless they are closet alcoholics who hide their drinking until you get to know them more.
Thank you for letting me know it's just something we all deal with and I am not going crazy.