Originally Posted by
Finalcall 
Probably the reason for my post. I'm not ready. I really wish I was.
i like the sober muscle analogy, it gives hope of training it.
Good advice so far. But you are spooking me with those thoughts of looking forward to getting back into the old swing of things. Recovery is not about that. It's OK within well defined limits and qualifications when the time comes, but you really have to plan on things being different, possibly different enough to exclude most of what that old swing of things included.